I don’t know if I want to do this anymore.
everything’s hitting me again and it just makes me realize how i’m not good enough for anything :/
i’m not the drama, you are.
>i am proud of who i am and no one can change that.
last saturday was great…interesting, amazing in a way. i had a great time with the lil bro @markmejia and glad i was able to spend time with him because it’s been awhile! it’s so funny how we’re so alike! we’re totally bro and sis haha x] <3
not gonna lie tho, it was scary at first, but then the community environment got comfortable with interesting, funny, and kind people :’)
ever since that night, i’m starting to feel more and more comfortable with myself and i hope to maybe even visit that kind of community again sometime :’)
it’s funny how you kinda meant a lot to me in the past, and today i realized that it all changed. i saw you at school yesterday and there wasn’t even a “hello,” but our usually joke around and that only lasted 10 secs. and then we both just walked away, to our reality.
gonna focus more on what’s in my heart.
i’m looking around thinking, “what i am doing? what am i doing here?”
always the odd one out.
don’t replace gay with stupid. because then you’re stupid. like really? c’mon, especially when you know about me…you really have no consideration in you, huh?
No matter what bs is going through, you just gotta learn how to keep it to yourself and just get through the day. Even when you know you didn’t do anything wrong.
i dislike inconsiderate people. y’all irritate me.
And as the days past, I question to why I liked you…WHY? WHy? Why? why?
today was just a irritating and disappointing day for me. i’m just thankful i have friends that understand and are always there for me. i couldn’t be anymore grateful <3
lesson learned & to keep in mind from now on: